RECONFIGURING THE PATTERN

by - February 26, 2017






In the space of a few days or weeks or months my schedule rearranges and unravels into a clean mess of priorities and tasks unevenly scaled. But sometimes I’m just rearranging furniture and after an attempt to study sings gone with the wind, I get sucked into the world of Lena Dunham’s chaotic Girls.










It is interesting how there was just so much going on in your life yesterday, and today you wake up reduced to the ordinariness of routine chores and unashamed laughter languished on mere quips and Netflix's raw and hard to digest 21st century high level porn and admittedly circumventing the truth that you had once sworn to never indulge the characteristic consumerism of sexuality sold to the mass population just because. (Here’s to me refusing to digest the fifty shades of grey cult following)

 

So there isn’t much to go beyond the fact that I have spent a whole week re-configuring my routine and priorities. The suddenness to which it occurred has left me in a disastrous moment of figuring out my bearing and the uncertainty with which it has left me in scheduling the coming week. Here it is that I find that I am woefully dependent on scheduling myself that uncertainty leaves me hanging on my end and wondering what next to do.







It is in these moments I find that in the space of a few days or weeks or months my schedule rearranges and unravels into clean mess of priorities and tasks unevenly scaled. But sometimes I’m just rearranging furniture and after an attempt to study sings gone with the wind, I get sucked into the world of Lena Dunham’s chaotic Girls. Needless to say, that this uncoordinated attempt at utilizing time just leaves me in a state where I am giving in to tasks I shouldn’t be doing, and abandoning tasks I should be doing. 









Therefore, I have come to the conclusion that it is an awful feeling having to move from being a busy bee to becoming a cat (blame Garfield for this stereotypical conclusion all you cats of the world)
   And in the grand scheme of things, allow me to chip in the unnecessary voluntary need of the parents to butt into all of my issues because they finally see a lot of me to pass said commentaries as the icing on top of my recent home resigned predicament. Thinking of getting a paying job as soon as I know the conclusive decision on my Uni’s deferral.


This brings me to the moment where I say, human beings are creatures of habit and perhaps this isn’t always a bad thing. But our ability to adapt to situations and make the best out of it should be our habit. And as I return to vigorous attempts at studying and dancing and cranking to Afro-beat and Rock n Roll in my underwear whilst ravaging the kitchen, I say may the force be with you (I know I’m late to the star wars party, Pshooo!) all you home dwellers.

Dare I say my scarf knotting skills are pretty Wham Bam! these days.









CURRENT PLAYLIST:   ASKING ALEXANDRIA – RECKLESS AND RELENTLESS
WEARING: Candy-stripped T-shirt // LINES. Denim trouser // LEVI. Scarf // THE CHINESE. Rings // ALI EXPRESS


with love, X Ene

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11 comments

  1. I'm one of the cats of the world and I say "welcome to the club baby"...Wham Bam, my new favorite word.

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    1. Hello witty catty, my membership is beyond temporary😂. Thanks for the read. X ❤ Ene

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  2. *Inspiring and motivational article.Keep it up the sky is just your beginning.*

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    1. Thanks for stopping by Seun, I'm glad you enjoyed this

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  3. Stumbled to your blog and I must say I'm nothing but impressed by your effort, Nicely written, witty Garfield puns and smooth presentation...forgive my anonymity- T. Iceman.

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  4. Anonymity forgiven. Thanks for the read, and hope you stick around. X ❤ Ene

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  5. I do have to add that I really really like these pictures, the angles and concept of leaving the rest to the imagination. Enjoyed the write as always, I've recently decided to not plan and just go with the flow, so jusqu'à la prochaine fois. NB I don't speak french, my google app does.

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    1. Thanks Kevin, I'll be sure to communicate that to my impatient friend who was behind the camera. If I didn't plan I'd spend the whole day on a HBO/Netflix marathon. Merci beaucoup, my Learn French app lies not. X ❤ Ene

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  6. What is it about too much time that makes it so hard to get anything done?
    There's a social low that suggests "work expands to fill the time available for its completion'........ I'm believing it more everyday

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    1. I'm all in with that theory. Thanks Wales, your comment is as articulate as always.

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  7. Really nice
    I like d fact that it takes me out of my comfort zone with regards to my choice of pieces to read, but I still want2 know what's next after every line

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